HER NAME IS JEZEBEL

Ripe with emotion

Shared thoughts a mile away

Distant kisses beg restraint

You and me in a secluded place

Her words echo in my ear

Your actions filled with care

Not for me...but for her

The closer I get the farther you seem

Shut the door

Don't let the feelings in

Stay away from the windows

All the happenings outside don't concern you.

MIND GAMES

Today is the day I say goodbye to the endless antagonist that resides within the crevices of mind
I bid adew to the haunting thoughts and past mistakes
Farewell to the inner drama I so eloquently orchestrated every chance I had
Awash I am with regret and grief
I light hearted laugh escapes me
I'm caught between good and evil...obscurity and infamy...alas the battle rages on!

PURGE

So I woke up this morning feeling down,
My heart a play list of every bad love song you've ever heard,
The pit of my stomach was turning every which way,
Begging for a release from this pain.

They say forgive but don't forget,
But how can I do one without the other?
How can I forsake my beliefs and opinions,
To protect another from my wrath?

I wonder if I should mitigate,
the severity of my own punishment is perplexing,
if not amusing.
The complete lunacy of it all is baffling,
at best profoundly entertaining.

My idiosyncrasy has made me my own worst enemy,
Struggling for acceptance and normalcy,
Which by my stands will never be achieved.


I shall not deter from the path I have chosen,
One that emulates my previous lives,
I have but one dream...to be infinite.